DOLCE VITA : THE SWEET LIFE

21/11/2012 When things in your life seem , almost  too much to handle, When 24  Hours in a day is not  enough, Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups  of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class. And had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly,  He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students, if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.  The professor then picked up a box of pebbles andpoured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.  He asked once more if the jar was full.  The students responded with a unanimous '...

16/10/2012 “We dated and she’s an incredibly important person that I lived with for a long time, but it’s about that time in a relationship that I was going through; you’re in a relationship because you need help, but that’s not necessarily why you should be in a relationship. And that’s skinny. It doesn’t have weight. Skinny love doesn’t have a chance because it’s not nourished.” — Justin Vernon of Bon Iver, on Skinny Love. Her: well. I really thought of giving up. but.. I dare not. sometimes giving up is even harder than trying. I'll just try I guess. love or bread? I'll choose love. what? I sound desperate? oh really?  *shrugs I don't know. but I don't think I can live without love. the love of my family. the love of my friends. and of course, the love of my loved one. I'm a very insecure person. it makes me an unconfident one, too. I'll try my best to do everything. hoping to get praised by others, especially my parents. ju...

13/10/2012 cheese. -You know what, blogger killed my post by screwing the final product and AUTOSAVING THE WRONG THING. Dude, i poured my heart every single time i post. t('- ' )t But I get frustrated if I dont post what i originally wanted to say, so I'm gonna type again. It was supposed to be up before 12am, damned. Blogger better not f this up again. *exhales.- I just had the drive to post something up here for you, and I dont usually do that. So this means that this is special okay. HAPPY NINETEENTH CHEESE! This is the 7th time I'm wishing and keep counting ass :D I'm glad that I still get to wish you with this much enthusiasm now, especially ever since your lc period from f3 onwards. Hahaha joking, no one could ever beat me in this area right? *smirks Initially, i was just going to post some stuff that.. I dont know how to describe that. Anyway, I thought I might as well dedicate this top post for you. You can not read the ones below ...

10/12/2012 I've deleted my Facebook app and Twitter app on my Wonder. Well, does it help? Let's just say I hope it does, for this super short month. -__- And yes like duh, I know I'm not even supposed to be on blogger right now. A blog post hardly takes up 15 minutes, and it's Friday bedtime after a long week (LOL). So, I suppose I can say there is no harm done... ? Okay fine, this is denial, and also running away from a pledge. Fuck. Ranting, such a pretty post for this little page huh. I guess this is what happens to someone who supposedly has no twitter and facebook to update? Certified: Social media sickness. Actually, it's not really a big deal. I just had this major mood to type and talk shiz. Ciaos p/s: And oh, Instagram is not social, right? ;) just joking. period.

18/09/2012 "You wanted hearts and flowers," he murmurs. I blink at him, not quite believing what I'm seeing. "You have my heart." And he waves toward the room. "And here are the flowers," I whisper, completing his sentence. -E.L. James, Fifty Shades Darker And oh? I bought myself a grey dress. And no, it was because grey looked more flattering on my skin tone rather than pink. period.

(27/07/2012) Anger management. or, Stress management. or, Depression management. or, All of the above. When something pushes you straight to the brink, you just topple over that boundary, and fall seamlessly through. it took so little, yet it seems to be so, so much to just push me over my limit these days. i knew i was always easily annoyed, easily angered, easily frustrated, easily humoured. i was sort of this quick short circuit. and i always easily recovered from these silly things [:)], cus it didnt really matter. but these days, miniscule things tick me off so easily. what bothers me most wasnt that. i get sad, i get depressed, i get angry, i get frustrated, i get angry again, and i just get sad again knowing how i am reacting towards all these emotional buildup. i felt like the whole world has done me wrong, i hoped i convinced myself enough that it is the world that has done me wrong. and not me myself, because i cannot face this just yet. period.

10/06/2012 When you realize the tables have turned. Hahaha *show an immediate deadpan face* bitchplease. period.

05/06/2012 “Sometimes I don't get you,' I said. She didn't even glance at me. She just smiled toward the television and said, 'You never get me. That's the whole point.” ― John Green , Looking for Alaska Sometimes I feel so similar to this fictional character. She's lively, spontaneous, lives up to every moment of her life, making sure each day counts. Behind that facade, she's pretty self-destructive. Letting the guilt of her mother's death eating her up bit by bit. Enigmatic, or better, "the crazy, sullen bitch", as how she described her second self. Guess everyone, or perhaps just me, have two sides eh? One for display, one for ourselves. Alaska Young, perfectly relatable. period.

05/06/2012 Came across this passage from the book, Looking for Alaska by John Green. This is one of the rare moments I stumble upon a book and immediately felt hooked. There was something about it, something that sparked interest. Could it possibly be just the story plot that caught my attention, or was it because of the feeling where you could sort of relate to the story? I dunno. But that's really what makes everything a best-seller, "eye-catchingly interesting", or it is "just-so-me". Feeling gloomy today, and knowing very well that this book might make me even more shrouded with negative vibes, I still Googled it. Yeah, it's like one of my fav things to do. It was not just interesting, it really is a good book. Be it to those Literature lessons or whatsoever, the story being conveyed through John Green, There was so much more to it than just the surface of the story. So much more depth to the words. I fell in love with it. "Imagining the future is a...

02/06/2012 ❤ It was amazing, spending my one and only nineteenth on the eve. Not only it was with all these people, albeit there were the few people who were not there, it was red. Yes, red, the current colour that I have been quite infatuated with. It was at Yeolde English, for the sake of a decent venue and one that is large enough for everyone who attended ( ± 35 people ). It is hard NOT to spot which table was ours, it practically had pink ribbons and flying red balloons tied to the chair. And I was greeted with a birthday song upon arrival. :) My seat was right in the middle, with checkered red tablecloth (the rest were grey checkers). Kinda funny as the party dress code was red and white (which i found out when a friend came up to confirm the red dress code with me LOL), many resorted to red checkered shirt, which complimented the tablecloth really well. :D Had a red Elmo cake with 'compound eyes' as they promised too and a second birthday song. ...

(11/04/2012) It, is getting bad. The sudden outburst, I was scared of it myself. The thought of how i just lose my grip on self control, I was freaked out myself. didireallyjustdothat? *shutsmyeyes* The good thing? At least I am aware of it. It is getting worse. Get a grip, and count my own heartbeats. one, two, three. period.

01/01/2012 2011 was a year i cannot describe. A year that has became a platform to so many things. A year I started off counting down in a bar. A year where I learnt to work and earn and communicate heartily with customers. A year where I went back to my hometown after 10 years, and very unfilial, as it was for a funeral. A year where I see my biological dad after 10 years, and tore down the protective walls I built over the years. A year where we spent CNY so differently because of the family politics that divided them all. A year where I got my driving license after a double test. :) A year where I had an unofficially unofficial status. A year where I enrolled into St. Michael's Institution as a sixth former. A year where I ironically joined the prefectorial board. A year where I was a candidate for the top six exco members. A year where I had an unofficially official status. A year where I had a short-lived officially official status. A year where I learnt that things can just d...

01/01/2012 It just occured to me, I dont get to see people I want to see this two recent newyear's eve. Oh well. And HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY TO SMY SELF-ACCLAIMED HUBBY SUNGMIN OPPA. OR 27TH CUS IN KOREA IT'S PLUS ONE. SAENGILCHUKAHAE NAEGA JJINJA NEOMU SARANGHAE! ♥ -was going through his pictures; i could always never get myself to choose one. so i'll just be done with my wishes literally. And of course; STPM #1; everything else #2. Including all these ridiculous things going on in me . Sigh. I wont let it happen. I wont. I trust myself enough. :) p/s: Dont make bullcrap resolutions; make your word your world. period.