what has the world done to you, dear?

(27/07/2012)

Anger management. or,

Stress management. or,

Depression management. or,

All of the above.

When something pushes you straight to the brink,

you just topple over that boundary, and fall seamlessly through.

it took so little, yet it seems to be so, so much to just push me over my limit these days.

i knew i was always easily annoyed, easily angered, easily frustrated, easily humoured.

i was sort of this quick short circuit.

and i always easily recovered from these silly things [:)], cus it didnt really matter.

but these days, miniscule things tick me off so easily.

what bothers me most wasnt that.

i get sad, i get depressed, i get angry, i get frustrated, i get angry again,

and i just get sad again knowing how i am reacting towards all these emotional buildup.

i felt like the whole world has done me wrong,

i hoped i convinced myself enough that it is the world that has done me wrong.

and not me myself,

because i cannot face this just yet.

period.