emotionless.
7:04 AM
theres times when you cant describe something that has been bothering you.something that meant so much yet at the same time it would be so insignificant.
when you cant say it out; i guess its best to just type with words.
imy alot.goddamn much.
but then again; i always doubt how much do you mean to me.
are you like really what i want; or is it just some, some temporary fling.
i wish i would know. but to know that; maybe it takes time.
maybe only time would tell me whether you are the one for me. or am i the one for you.
it does pain me alot to know that you actually do care;
but sometimes you show that you dont care.
i mean, i know you do care, alright.
just.i dont even know what is wrong with me.
i feel like i'd like to tell you out loud that imy. but then i would start doubting myself.
to make things short; i am just very insecure.
insecure with relationships if you know what i mean.
afraid to hurt; and afraid to be hurt.
and sometimes i dont know what you are thinking.
you seem so near; yet so far. i'd like to know how you.. feel?
lol.i have no idea.
i apologise for behaving rudely. and also for making you worried.
this is a small matter. i wonder why am i reacting like that. :'(
sorry.for everything that made you anything but happy.
dolce vita : the sweet life
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Hello. my name is shinwei,
I'm 18 going on 19 on 0306 and this is my diary.
Find me on facebook and tumblr .
Add me on skype : shinweitan
im a stuck up eighteen year old lady.
i smile on sunny days. i gloom over rainy days.
for what i care; its bound to be clear skied one day.
Its what i think and what i'd like here.
no more; no less.
im an avid ELF for superjunior.
p/s: i once loved. ♥
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We might take it home, we might make out when nobody's there.
It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate.
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profile pro·file- Pronunciation[proh-fahyl]
Hello. my name is shinwei,
I'm 18 going on 19 on 0306 and this is my diary.
Find me on facebook and tumblr .
Add me on skype : shinweitan
im a stuck up eighteen year old lady.
i smile on sunny days. i gloom over rainy days.
for what i care; its bound to be clear skied one day.
Its what i think and what i'd like here.
no more; no less.
im an avid ELF for superjunior.
p/s: i once loved. ♥
quotes
We might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching.
We might take it home, we might make out when nobody's there.
It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate.
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i dont really care if spamming occurs.
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