DOLCE VITA : THE SWEET LIFE

went De Garden and shop around. only bought a top from Zero to Ten. saw pan, polivia and yenfong working in pappa rich :D chat and blabla then went to find chris and aun. then peiyuan came. followed cupcake to send her lil brother to tuition. and amazingly we managed to buy flip flops from parade. parking and brisk walking and bought the flip flops in less than 10 minutes. AWESOME SHOPPING HAHA. and cupcake taught me a new theory. girls should always walk on the right side. ride the escalator on the right side. okay :) i'll remember that. then sent her brother alllll the way to First Garden. wow. then went back to Daorae. sigh. nearly got banged bahahahha. cupcake ah cupcake == dine. camwhored. and then we saw siew li's dad and we were like "OIH!" then we saw siew li and we were like "HEY!" and i was thinking; nah; michael must be at MA. and see see michael comes out and we were like "ohh WTF." haha cus me and chris marked unavailable on the 28th...

R.I.P. to my uncle; passed away 22/1/2010. mourn for him. the previous night we even did all the rituals. traditional way. like wow. at least it was some new experience. even sis in law had to do it with us HAHA. uhm. yes. took this whilst on the bus to cremation centre. the journey to and fro took 2 hours plus. so the only communication possible was iPhone :D hee. i didn't call my dad at all. i'm good with that. i just realised i said "BYE GODFATHER" to my kai yeh before we went back ipoh. bahahahhaha. bet that pissed him off. my mum told me that he actually mentioned this matter to her. he was actually sort of accusing my mum that it was my mum who taught me not to call him. MY FOOT. i dont ever want to call you "papa" cus you don't deserve a single bit of it. leaving me alone is the best. just that my mum is worried that i might have karma for being unfilial to my dad. well listen up karma, me not calling him dad is a karma he did for himself. he well...

SIGH. going back there again. in less than an hours time i think. just waiting for my brother and sister-in-law to reach home from kl. My mum and Ben went back on Sunday. I did not. And apparently; my mum had a brief emotional breakdown too. She haven't even got out of the car, and she told me she was like shivering all over. She said she wasn't afraid; like me, she does not hate them; like me, she thinks she got over the whole incident; like me. But nope. Then she cried too. My brother hugged her. Lucky my two aunts were there. Now I'm gonna have to go back again. AND STAY OVER FOR GODS SAKE. URGH. I wished someone would call me later. Just to keep me occupied or something. Just so that I wont feel so awkward there. Just so that I can be a lil happier. And I dont really like to text. lazy. and also cus I'm not the one paying the bill. AHHAHAH :D p/s: " I feel like I can talk to you forever hun ♥ AHAHAHAH " I'll post about my Daorae dinner soon. heh pe...

DAORAE IS DAEBAK !! JJANG ♥ plus, the manager oppa there is korean :D hahahhaha sot right me. i know. and they play KOREAN MVs. like awesome. eat authentic korean food. watch authentic korean MVs. *drools at sight of 2PM's abs. bahahhahaha. free soju on opening day. ahhh. its sweet. and very very sharp. uhm. sorry cant define it == alcohol was 16.9 % if not mistaken. quite alot. the table next to us was totally drunk. one guy had to be literally DRAGGED out of Daorae man. some seafood thing. DOKBUGGI ♥ FAVOURITE RICECAKE HEEEEE. side dishes. ULTIMATE FAVOURITE PA-JEON ! ♥ KOREAN PANCAKES YUMMMMMMM. Sam-gye-tang. ginseng chicken soup. yummy. went home and uhm. chatted with him for a while. LOL. fb post : "I feel like I can talk to you forever hun ♥ " one hour promise. i wonder when :\ period.

supposed to: go for driving lesson at 9 am. report for work at 4.30 pm. have fun in work. end the day with a smile. instead, what happened was: Ben told me i had to cancel my driving lesson at 7 am. my uncle passed away. like so sudden omfg. Kevin, Ben, and I are going back to Parit Buntar. double omfg. plus; mum is not coming with us today. holy omfg. I WAS LIKE OMFGPLSHELPNOOOOOOOOOOOO D: The thing is; i never went back to my hometown since i was perhaps nine or ten. every CNY, i would stay in ipoh with my mum cus i would refuse to go back there with my brothers. Even worse; i haven't seen Mr. Tan since forever. TOTAL FML. its not that i looove to curse and swear all right. but like seriously, i cant describe how i feel. Imagine you are gonna meet up with a long lost friend you have not seen for the past ten years, you'll hug and smile and laugh when you meet up. But in this case, its a dad that ruined the family and left us in dire jeopardy. So its going to be a scenario w...

I've always thought it was okay not to go back. I've never given much thought about it. Thinking now; I know how to spell guilt. How not filial can I be towards my paternal family. Still, it only applies to everyone but him. sighs. posted on facebook. 1/22/2011

ALEXA TAN. hmm. do you approve? ♥ period.

finally i got a tumblr account hehe i love it. tumblr : herdolcevita ♥ xoxos. btw; it means her sweet life in italian. hees ;) period.

lol why does blogger keep saying that my posts have broken tags and refrain me from publishing anything. == i just wanted to say: "Why do i feel like the feelings are fading? Does a crush really only lasts for 4 months? well then we'll see what happens in march. But for now, i still do. ♥" And yeah, dont think so much right. :) hehe. period.

YAY. brought my eldest brother and my mummy to Michelangelo's Pizzeria. It feels sooooo satisfying to be a customer instead of server. Not to mention the fact that i had my colleagues eric, jordan; and jack to serve me. :) It feels so weird to have a proper dinner. Since i started work, i have my "dinners" at 4pm before i go for work. And then i have a few bites of pizza and parmesan knots or carbonara spaghetti and cinnamon rolls for the night. So it felt really nice to eat a proper portion of: Miki-miki Hawaian and The Hog pizza (half each); Carbonara Spaghetti (chris was on pasta duty that night ♥ ); Bacon-wrapped Jalapeno peppers stuffed with cream cheese (omfg appetizers YUMMMM); Cinnamon rolls (on the house ! yay) my fav; a Cappucino and a Latte Macchiato coffee. nom nom nom :D hehe. i got staff discount. so i practically paid for 20% of the dinner. AHHA :P was so stuffed to the brim. hehe i asked them to tip 5 bucks. i'd be happy if i was working that night :...

说就说的大声点。最讨厌这些想说坏话可是却怕别人听到。 其实， 也不算是 什么坏话。 说我是个没情的人。真是天大笑话。 不会表示不代表不关心啊 。 @.@ 我就是这种人。 表面上不在乎就是不在乎。 哈哈。我这样应该算是很也 野蛮吧。 天啊。我干吗打中文字啊。 打肿脸充胖子。 period.

pizzas and parmesan knots and the occasional carbonara spaghetti after 11pm every night is making me gaining weight. like seriously. == if i dont get a boyfriend blame those flours and doughs. cus nobody's gonna want me. eeeekkk fats. i guess i'll just have to marry a pizza. BAHAHAH LOL :\ period.

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If you ended 2010 single. If a boy is nice enough to stay up and text u all night,call you sweetie,ask u how ur day went(everyday),worries if u don't answer his texts making him immediatley thinks something is wrong,and simply smiles at you whenever he can he is the right guy. It hurts to love someone and not to be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let them no how you feel. ♥ source: facebook likes ;) and haha like seriously; sometimes words make different meanings depending on the way you interpret it. that is how miscommunication forms.i practically lol-ed at your message text. and yeah.you made me smile alot when you said this. and also the rest of the fb chat too. "i think if you hugged him; he wont let you go." *smiles* period.

theres times when you cant describe something that has been bothering you. something that meant so much yet at the same time it would be so insignificant. when you cant say it out; i guess its best to just type with words. imy alot.goddamn much. but then again; i always doubt how much do you mean to me. are you like really what i want; or is it just some, some temporary fling. i wish i would know. but to know that; maybe it takes time. maybe only time would tell me whether you are the one for me. or am i the one for you. it does pain me alot to know that you actually do care; but sometimes you show that you dont care. i mean, i know you do care, alright. just.i dont even know what is wrong with me. i feel like i'd like to tell you out loud that imy. but then i would start doubting myself. to make things short; i am just very insecure. insecure with relationships if you know what i mean. afraid to hurt; and afraid to be hurt. and sometimes i dont know what you are thinking. you seem...