Lose touch.
(11/04/2012) It, is getting bad. The sudden outburst, I was scared of it myself. The thought of how i just lose my grip on self control, I was freaked out myself. didireallyjustdothat? *shutsmyeyes* The good thing? At least I am aware of it. It is getting worse. Get a grip, and count my own heartbeats. one, two, three. period.