03/09/2011 Cinderella OST: " A dream is a wish your heart makes, when you're fast asleep. In dreams you lose your heartaches, whatever you wish for, you keep" that is sucha lie. It really sucks to wake up from horrid dreams. This, by far, is the most utterly depressing one. Dreaming about how almost everyone you cared about, just died in an accident, and I survived. Imagine being completely alone with only two friend, and ironically, one friend was no longer a friend; because in that dream, it seemed like we never restored the friendship in peace. I had a taste of how things would be, if I had not accepted things in peace; if I chose the option of not being okay with things. It was really horrible, that I almost woke up thinking it was all real. Being stranded and desolated, with absolutely no one to confide to, and the only living one is like an arch rival. It was sad. Just now, I was watering the plants, and it felt like how it was when i was ten or so, when the only pe...
