DOLCE VITA : THE SWEET LIFE

had a deal with my mum. suddenly had this crazy idea just for the sake of making myself touch the books. me: "Mummy; let's make a deal. If i manage to get 7 A's for spm trials; you'll let me go SUPER SHOW 3 ." her: "7 A's? out of ten subjects? No no no." me: "OKAY. 7 A's include addmaths." her: "Deal. As long as its an A- it will do." OMO.what did i just do.i only got like what ? 5A-5A-6A-3A-7A-5A in for the past six tests i took. and not even an A- or what for addmaths. OMG. its okay.i'll do it. have to. or not. T T i'll do it for super junior . for sungmin oppa . for SUPER SHOW 3 . for scholarships. for shinwei. oppa wait for me :D 26.03.2011 we will relive super show moments again. ♡ period.

submitted the damned essay which is only 150 words max . its thousand million times harder than writing a 400 word essay because you just gotta cram all your best and express it in 150 words. which is so not enough. oh well. did what i could. period.

i watched three mini videos on lectures by Dr Goh Chee Leong, Dr Albert Liau, and Mr Kenneth Phun. answered 19 objectives and one question left. an essay of not more than 150 word. simple.right? but the thing is i just cant seem to write it. Q: "Discuss the role of emotional intelligence to help youth to succeed in life." T_T come on. i am an english literature student.and i cant write? hell yes.i cant. but i'll get through it.i swear.i'll come up with something after researches and reading. last is i hope that i'd make it to the next round and be one of the shortlisted candidates. LOL. hope cant really get me anywhere; but; i'll dream. p/s: i dont know why but i feel like getting a hug. pathetic brat. p/p/s: sungmin oppa naekkeoya.saranghanda. 사랑할 것을 나 맹세할게요 나와 결혼해줄래 I do 성민 내꺼야 ♡

its just not the same anymore, is it? things change. people change. the world right now is a scary place. with all the masks and multi-faceted characters one can impose at different times. talk about scary.the world outside our comfort zone is even scarier. intimidating i'd say. i mean seriously what the hell is your problems? im not an idiotic person who is inattentive to those flashes you throw at. those eye rolls and complains you diss out. spare me.im not out for a fight or an argument so i'd rather take it myself and close an eye. talk about emotional intelligence. grow up.shove a mirror at yourself and look through. its not like either one of you did anything to each other anyway. wonder what got those flames burning.someone else fanning it with extra pots of charcoal ehh? well i suppose so.what else can it be. fictitious. despicable. period.