genuine happiness.

21/07/11

"Why I am feeling all the feelings that I'm feeling now
And I got more on my mind
Then I've got on my plate.
I love you one, a two, a three shoobee-doo, I love you four, that's more than I can afford.
And I can tell, some day that I'm gonna say the truth. I love you five times more than any boy from before.
'Cause all they really cared about was whether you put out,
And I truly believe, That this love could be."
-I Love You 5; Never Shout Never


I wonder why i have never stumbled upon "Never Shout Never".
The songs are like aww.
Getting back a portion of the hangfuk feelings i used to have.
They are like, jason mraz plus uhm jonas brothers?
more to jason mraz.
It made me smile.
period.

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