DOLCE VITA : THE SWEET LIFE

10/06/2012 When you realize the tables have turned. Hahaha *show an immediate deadpan face* bitchplease. period.

05/06/2012 “Sometimes I don't get you,' I said. She didn't even glance at me. She just smiled toward the television and said, 'You never get me. That's the whole point.” ― John Green , Looking for Alaska Sometimes I feel so similar to this fictional character. She's lively, spontaneous, lives up to every moment of her life, making sure each day counts. Behind that facade, she's pretty self-destructive. Letting the guilt of her mother's death eating her up bit by bit. Enigmatic, or better, "the crazy, sullen bitch", as how she described her second self. Guess everyone, or perhaps just me, have two sides eh? One for display, one for ourselves. Alaska Young, perfectly relatable. period.

05/06/2012 Came across this passage from the book, Looking for Alaska by John Green. This is one of the rare moments I stumble upon a book and immediately felt hooked. There was something about it, something that sparked interest. Could it possibly be just the story plot that caught my attention, or was it because of the feeling where you could sort of relate to the story? I dunno. But that's really what makes everything a best-seller, "eye-catchingly interesting", or it is "just-so-me". Feeling gloomy today, and knowing very well that this book might make me even more shrouded with negative vibes, I still Googled it. Yeah, it's like one of my fav things to do. It was not just interesting, it really is a good book. Be it to those Literature lessons or whatsoever, the story being conveyed through John Green, There was so much more to it than just the surface of the story. So much more depth to the words. I fell in love with it. "Imagining the future is a...

02/06/2012 ❤ It was amazing, spending my one and only nineteenth on the eve. Not only it was with all these people, albeit there were the few people who were not there, it was red. Yes, red, the current colour that I have been quite infatuated with. It was at Yeolde English, for the sake of a decent venue and one that is large enough for everyone who attended ( ± 35 people ). It is hard NOT to spot which table was ours, it practically had pink ribbons and flying red balloons tied to the chair. And I was greeted with a birthday song upon arrival. :) My seat was right in the middle, with checkered red tablecloth (the rest were grey checkers). Kinda funny as the party dress code was red and white (which i found out when a friend came up to confirm the red dress code with me LOL), many resorted to red checkered shirt, which complimented the tablecloth really well. :D Had a red Elmo cake with 'compound eyes' as they promised too and a second birthday song. ...

(11/04/2012) It, is getting bad. The sudden outburst, I was scared of it myself. The thought of how i just lose my grip on self control, I was freaked out myself. didireallyjustdothat? *shutsmyeyes* The good thing? At least I am aware of it. It is getting worse. Get a grip, and count my own heartbeats. one, two, three. period.

01/01/2012 2011 was a year i cannot describe. A year that has became a platform to so many things. A year I started off counting down in a bar. A year where I learnt to work and earn and communicate heartily with customers. A year where I went back to my hometown after 10 years, and very unfilial, as it was for a funeral. A year where I see my biological dad after 10 years, and tore down the protective walls I built over the years. A year where we spent CNY so differently because of the family politics that divided them all. A year where I got my driving license after a double test. :) A year where I had an unofficially unofficial status. A year where I enrolled into St. Michael's Institution as a sixth former. A year where I ironically joined the prefectorial board. A year where I was a candidate for the top six exco members. A year where I had an unofficially official status. A year where I had a short-lived officially official status. A year where I learnt that things can just d...

01/01/2012 It just occured to me, I dont get to see people I want to see this two recent newyear's eve. Oh well. And HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY TO SMY SELF-ACCLAIMED HUBBY SUNGMIN OPPA. OR 27TH CUS IN KOREA IT'S PLUS ONE. SAENGILCHUKAHAE NAEGA JJINJA NEOMU SARANGHAE! ♥ -was going through his pictures; i could always never get myself to choose one. so i'll just be done with my wishes literally. And of course; STPM #1; everything else #2. Including all these ridiculous things going on in me . Sigh. I wont let it happen. I wont. I trust myself enough. :) p/s: Dont make bullcrap resolutions; make your word your world. period.